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IC contact post/voice mail - ADSTRING

Hey, you've reached Hanna Cross, paranormal investigator extraordinaire!

Leave a message and I will totally get back to you as soon as humanly possible. Which will be soon. Ish. Awesome, thanks!

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I want to be with you when you have your surgery. Can you tell Urahara?

[Hanna isn't sure what he thinks about that.]

Vriska...It's not going to be pretty. [And he's going to smell gross, and he'll be opened up, and...] I'm not sure I'd want anyone to be there...

You think I want to be there because it's cool or something? I want to be with you and hold your hand.

[Is he even going to be awake for this? God, he hopes not...]

I might be put under, I have no idea. But... [His stomach gets a little queasy at the thought of her seeing.] I'm dead inside...you don't want to see it.

Don't worry about that, I don't care. And if you're put to sleep that just means I'd be there when you fell asleep and woke up.

I'm trying not to, but...[He's not sure he wants her there and she's not listening. He doesn't want to hurt her feelings though. Damn...]

I wouldn't even want to be there if it wasn't me but someone else.

Hanna, I know this is about you and not me, but I think I could help if you let me be there for you. Can you try trusting me?

I trust you a lot Vriska...

I just don't want you to think about me, ripped open on a table, every time you look at me.

I won't. It's different from finding you dead, I promise.

Don't worry about me so much. I'm not as much of a kid as you think.

It's not about kids or adults, Vriska. It's...not pleasant. At all.

And I'd just...I'd rather you didn't. That's all.

.... I won't if you really don't want me too, but Hanna, I don't care if it's not pleasant. Part of being moirails is dealing with the unpleasant stuff, too.

And I understand that, but this is different. I mean, if we were back home and I had to get surgery, they wouldn't let you in that room either, for safety reasons. You could observe, but...there isn't really a place like that here. It's just going to be done in a room.

So, for my own safety and for yours, I'm thinking I'm going to have to go with a solid no, okay?

And I'm not saying that because I don't want you with me, or that I don't want to do moirail stuff, it has nothing to do with any of that. So don't feel bad about it, alright? I can promise to call you as soon as I can afterwards though, would that make you feel a little better?

It'd make me feel a ton better. And if Axel's in there with you I'm going to be on the PCD with him the whole time, okay? And I'll make him tell me if something goes wrong.

[...]

Wait, why is it unsafe? The surgeon guy seemed okay with the idea.

[wat r sterile rooms]

No one is going to be in there with me but Urahara and who ever he thinks he needs with him, okay? It's not exactly a fun occasion. Medical procedure is like...delicate work and you don't want to distract them at all.

[Why would he bring Axel-Lea, Vriska? You're just weird.]

And I don't think he was 'okay' with it, he just didn't want to completely tell you no since it's ultimately my decision, but...again, distractions, cleanliness, all that stuff. I mean, the surgery could go totally fine, but if you were carrying a flu bug or something and didn't know it, I'd be completely susceptible.

Okay, I get that and everything-- and if it's dangerous I don't even want to do it; I don't want to get you killed! But I didn't ask because I thought it'd be fun, okay? Geez! I know I like cool and badass and gory stuff but seeing you get cut into doesn't really fall into that category! It was concern and wanting to support you, that's it! Do you really think I'm so fucked up that I'm sitting here going, "Oh man, Hanna's having surgery? That sounds awesome; I want to watch and take pictures!"

[that said, if it were someone else, she probably would think the idea of watching surgery would be cool and fun]

[but no not fucked up at all totally normal yup]

Vriska, I know that...I'm sorry if I sounded like that's what I meant, because its not. You're not fucked up.

And I get that you want to support me. Just, in a situation like this? You have to do it from afar. And you can take care of me afterwards if I need it. [Which he probably will At least for a day or two.]

I didn't want to argue about this...But, a call afterwards is enough, right? If anything goes wrong I'll have him contact you, okay? I really doubt it will, but. Is that alright? Are you going to be with it?

I know; I get that now. I'm not arguing about doing it; I just said that. I just don't want you thinking I only wanted to come in for fun.

Okay, okay.

I don't think you want to just for fun. We're okay.

Okay. And I promise I wouldn't have wanted to do it in the first place if I'd known it was dangerous.

You don't have to justify yourself Vriska, really. It's okay.

Don't worry about it!

Okay. If you're sure!

Will it be dangerous for you if I'm waiting right outside the room?

No...I don't think so. Just, I can't imagine it's going to be any warmer outside.

You could catch a cold!

I'll be okay.

Well yeah, but I don't want you getting sick, so wear a thick jacket or something and something to do since I won't know how long I'll be.

I'll wear a hat and gloves, too.

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