Hanna Falk Cross (
falkeditupagain) wrote2024-06-11 11:29 pm
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[It seems someone has decided to change his voicemail following graduation. Hes trying so hard to sound professional, business like, but Hanna's usual enthusiasm bleeds through easily.]
You have reached the mailbox of Hanna Cross. If you don't have an appointment, my secretary will follow up with a return message shortly. [a short pause.] meaning me. I'll get back to you, don't worry.
And if this is an emergency what are you doing on the phone? Cardio is your friend. byyyye!
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And I'm sure you won't rest until we've tried everything in there at least once.
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[Hanna crosses one leg over his knee, sinking back into the couch and sipping his coffee.]
And since we've got the understanding that I will definitely feed you junk food when ever I get the chance, what was it you wanted to ask me about?
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[Well, the easy part of the conversation was nice while it lasted.]
I... actually, I was hoping to ask you a few things about David.
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Terminator? Yeah, sure.
He...doing okay? I mean, probably not, but...everything alright?
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It's... a bit of a story. You're aware that David and I look- remarkably similar. [Understatement of the week, as he drums his fingers quietly against his coffee mug.] Unfortunately this has lead to the direct problem of his programming trying to kill me whenever he sees me.
[He probably shouldn't sound so... amusedly resigned about it. But it was what it was.]
So we got to talking over our communicators before, since my voice alone doesn't set him off, and we... connected, a bit. And he told me that I ought to... ask you about his name.
[He expects Hanna to treat that suspiciously, really. He knows how protective his young friend is.]
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He isn't exactly surprised when Arthur says that David's tried to kill him though.] Oh, yeah... He's tried to get me a few times before he realized I graduated. That definitely helped. I've been thinking about chatting with him about that actually, just...we tatlked about him staying with me for a bit and I figured to give it a little more space before broaching it. [He adores David but skirting the line of being a friend and a warden is still a little odd to him and it's a difficult thing to approach.
He does listen as Arthur goes on, quite, thumb rubbing the handle of his mug. He doesn't think Arthur would lie to him, and yet still there is the slightest narrowing of his eyes.]
First time I said it to his face he tried to kill me like I'd just flipped a switch. He told me in writing to ask Saga when he'd left, and still. Did he say why he wanted you to know? I- I kinda want to double check he hasn't changed his mind if that's okay with you.
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I can show you the conversation we had on my communicator, as well. [Putting his coffee down so he can reach into his jacket for it as well.] But John and I have been in his mind before - o-or his dreams, rather, where we were able to hold an actual conversation, without restrictions. He's not able to talk or give full verbal permission outside of that, his programming won't allow for it. And as far as we can tell, his programming forces him to- well, as you said, terminate anyone that threatens to learn something hidden beneath it.
[He finds the conversation, but holds his communicator in his hands, still.]
We connected about Saga. She was my warden first, still. That's what seemed to inspire him to be willing to let me ask you that, in the closest way he could to actual permission.
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Wh- No, no. Terminator has nothing to do with his programming, though it's uh...weirdly appropriate. It's a nickname. When we first met he looked like a fucking action hero with the bloody wounds and the torn jacket on the deck. So I started calling him Terminator, like Arnold Schwarzenegger in the Terminator series. Be kind of fucked up if I called him that because he's compelled to kill people.
[He goes back to his text, Terminator, it's John Connor. Lester Lester is asking about O-Henry. Confirm? and shoots it off with a little smile, brushing the screen with his thumb before glancing back up. Saga still is a bit of a sore subject for him, but he did actually like her despite everything.]
Let him get back to me and we'll see if he still wants you to know. Makes sense though... I missed the hell out of him, but the fucking floor falling out of under him when he got back makes it hard to be entirely happy about it. Admiral needs to be better about keeping his grip on people instead of handling them like he's just oiled his fucking hands. Pisses me off.
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[He puts his communicator on the table to pick up his coffee again.]
That's not to say I don't understand yelling at the Admiral, when he's the face of the entire operation, but to blame him exclusively feels... to me, I suppose, disingenuous.
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It's...I mean, that's not exactly why I'm mad. Sure, I have a problem with people suddenly vanishing, it's fucking traumatizing, but I don't like the idea of jerking someone vulnerable around like that. Is he here? Is he not? Does he have a stable warden? Does he not? Did she get transferred and now he's back? Did she vanish? And now he's still here?
That's fucked up. And if I can blame both him and the ship for it, I will. David- [There's a soft ping as he gets a message back. Roger that, John Connor. You're a go. he stares at it a moment, swallows.]
Henry deserves to be treated better than that and I can do fuck all to change any of it. So I'm mad, and I'm here, as long as the ship and the Admiral will keep me in their slippery fingers. But it sucks when I can't promise I'll be here, because maybe I won't. And if he does move in with me, maybe the same thing will happen and I'll go, and he'll lose his space again.
There goes the floor. And no one can do anything about it.