[From the moment he starts, he knows where this is going. Resting his elbow on the counter his leans his forehead onto his fist, rubbing at it.]

No. Just...no. But that shouldn't just give me some free pass! I had all these opportunities to just ask for help and I didn't. Not until shit really hit the fan... that was all me, making that decision.

That's not slap on the wrist behavior, that's sitting there watching the alarms go off and finally making a call when the nuclear plant is just about ready for a fucking meltdown kind of shit. Completely inexcusable.