Hanna hadn't talked so extensively about death tolls with other people, just the basics, but when he wakes up, his chest aches like he's experiencing a cardiac event all over again and he grits his teeth against the pain before it ebbs away, replaced by some na-

He grabs the bowl he'd set out on his bed earlier just in case he'd forgotten which rune it was and started violently throwing up like he'd done in the past, but this was more just nausea than anything and he grips it a moment before falling back onto his pillow, staring up at the ceiling a moment before letting his head fall to to side, seeing Nico there.

"I am so sorry..."